I suck.

Played the chinese high school yesterday. lost 2-1.
REally disappointed with myself. Played the first half. I didn't make mistakes per se but i also didn't do anything spectacular or outstanding that could have saved what is an absolutely fucking humiliating experience.


The chinese high team were fast. Though i felt they lacked composure. But that can be trained. If they work hard, the future is bright.

I won't bitch about how we lost. But while we made the mistakes, they didn't. They deserved to win.

It's so frustrating to want to win and it just doens't work.
From coldplay:


When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

I think it can.






i shall learn from him.
MICHAEL CARRICK
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